Everythings adding up, you’ve been through hell and back, thats why you’re bad as fuck.
Everythings adding up, you’ve been through hell and back, thats why you’re bad as fuck.
I’m just crying. Sitting here with a towel on my head crying.
Because my Grandma is dying of cancer. Because my dad is being an asshole to me today. Because I’m PMSing. Because I need to lose weight. Because I have a lot on my shoulders at work. Because I have a head ache. Because I don’t know what else to do, other than cry. I’m so overwhelmed I just want to go away and be somewhere that isn’t here with Adam and forget about my responsibilities and bullshit and just do nothing.
I’ve been so good lately, kept away from having a meltdown until right now. I can’t really remember the last time that crying was the only thing that made sense.
I want a raise at work. I want to move into my own place. I want to have the time to go to the gym and work out and get hot again. I want to take a day where I just sit and watch old movies and Friends by myself drinking tea and eating chocolate chips. Or lay around in bed and cuddle with Adam.
I work in less than an hour and a half. Gotta pull myself together and get so much shit done tonight. My real life needs to stay at the doors tonight so I can focus on training and doing evaluations and organizing everyone/everything.
a fraction of a fraction of a second by i enrapture on Flickr.
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Sometimes I feel less passionate about my photography than I have in the past.
Today, however, I just finished editing photos from a wedding I did two days ago. I am SO happy with how they turned out! I need to just man up, have a website and business cards made, and get on with the fact that I’m a talented photographer and can make serious money doing this if I want to!
I’m feeling re-inspired :)
You’re all excited and cant wait for it to start
Then it starts getting intense and your like ZOMG!
Then your constantly thinking WTF WTF WTF…
Something really scary happens and you scream like a physco!
Now your going ape shit asking yourself why you even watched it
Then you go to sleep… LOL jks! your a paranoid motherfucker!
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